Spoon Out Indigo
Wait. There has
been something broken
inside of me. I woke up and I had been hollowed
out by a spoon.
Stop. My mouth is like dip
Soul emptiness. Take it. I will stain anyone that wants to
I am yawning and coughing up the matted wings of
I have pulled the feathers out and left my fingernails
I do not cry because I
want this. Have you ever wanted something so badly?
I swallow the come back. I have made the greatest mistake
of my life. My
life is the greatest mistake of my life. I
If I could hold him it would be like holding nails in a
in my soft palms. My eyes blown off like a shingled roof. I love it. I can taste
the humor like metal. No one wants to hear an empty love
song. There is always
the option of bleeding out. When it rains I hear his footsteps.
Why is my head never quiet?
The echoes are moving in my opposite direction.
I told him to leave. That is my choice. The power of choice
This is what I know.
I will kiss anyone other than him in order
to make the earth stop spinning clockwise. I don’t want
there to be logic
in endings. Breathing was too easy for him to be
the hurricane of my life.
There have been hours that were just shrapnel bullets
in my ribs. When I close my eyes I haven’t met him yet.
I am standing on a street corner counting the cracks in the
The world is ending. I have made it so.