lust
come
clean of this poison the scent lingers still
addiction
feeds this madness overcome it until
alone
in the darkness light fades the screaming pain
the
pressure is too much i can't let this last and be sane
i
am cutting to feel closure red drops on my lips
tasting
my dark poison i am comforted by it
to
hate what is mine finding the darkest part--soulless need
give
into my addiction a new appetite i feed
feel
the blood on my body sinking down into the flesh
it
eases some of this unnatural craving but not all --not yet
chain
down this madness let him see the fire in my eyes
watch
him scream out in release as he slides between my thighs
i
am controlling this moment its me who he must please
watch
as he begs for mercy another reason to bleed