Cliterature
 
Matthew Nadelson lives in Riverside California, where he spends his days undermining the assumed power structures and squabbling with the sparrows for the spare crumbs occasionally rained down from the hands of those in power. His first book, American Spirit, is now available from Finishing Line Press.

Matthew Nadelson

                                      What We Once Were

 

We tucked our genitals— vestigial tails—

       between our legs and pretended

             we were girls. Geoffrey’s sister came

       upon us, thinking we were playing monster

trucks. She screamed and ran to mother,

       who, in the name of her social

             role reinforcement, told us sin

       led straight to hell and led us down

the hallway, where she held us down

       and whipped us with a wooden spoon

             until our backsides grew splintered

       and tanned as that inner pink we  

pried open earlier, searching

       within each other for something

             of ourselves or what we once were.

"Great musing vulnerability, reminds me of Sharon Olds, who i like because she's honest, never boring." Shannon Maraghy, LA (6/24/2011)