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N. A’Yara Stein is a Romani-American living on a chicory farm and has been nominated twice for the 2010 Pushcart Prize. She holds an MFA from the University of Arkansas and is a grant recipient of the Michigan Art Council and the Arkansas Arts Council. The former editor of the arts quarterly Gypsy Blood Review, she’s recently published in Verse Wisconsin, The Birmingham Arts Journal, The Chaffey Review, The San Pedro Poetry Review , The Delinquent, UK, among others. She is the featured poet in the next issue of The James Dickey Review.

N. A'Yara Stein

Detour

 

We drive up around the curve of the lake

To pick apples in Michigan and I asked you,

Between the cool, grassy lanes of trees to lie

Down with me but you declined and said

I can’t be with you as if nothing happened,

As if you never lifted the lid of my crystal coffin.-

 

Later, I walked the long mile between

the fences of tomatoes, so many

so long unattended now it’s October

that I felt like the world’s abortionist

as I crushed thousands of tiny orbs

under my heavy feet –

there was no other way to get down that path.



Migrating

 

She closes eyes to ashtrays

past overflowing and the empty

bottle half-hidden under Sunday’s paper,

its contents soothing the morning coffee.

His voice tells her it's best

that they move soon,

somewhere with more trees,

or maybe a school for her.

Mother's not around anymore;

she left with a rich man.

So father feels it's his place

when she bends down to kiss him

good morning and good bye

to mutter some advice,

the wisps lost in his beard

like sharp smoke from clove cigarettes.

He smoothes his palm over her hair,

afraid, telling her be careful

But she never is.

Already the girl is carved,

her odd sections shaved

off into starry powder,

padded lightly to make the shape of woman.

She now talks with serious lips,

transformed by the blush and swell of blood.

There is no one to blame

if she is displeased with this promise of another

change ¾ the giving over of herself,

sure as a knife slitting a fish's belly.